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This lesbian cowgirl-meets-trucker music video is exactly what you need right now

It's probably safe to say this hasn't been the cheeriest of years for a lot of us, and sometimes, cheering-the-hell-up comes from unexpected places.

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Like a John Waters-style, lesbian utopian, cowgirl-trucker romance music video, for instance. If this doesn't make you smile, it's hard to think of what would. You're probably the sort of person that throws cats in wheelie bins.

The music video was directed by Lydia Garnett, and features the band she plays bass in, Trouble Wanted. It's such a smart piece of video in its marriage of ludicrous high-camp and poignant gestures: the short really feels like a fully formed piece of cinema, despite its claustrophobic setting within the four walls of a saloon, and the fact that not a huge amount really happens narrative-wise. By the time the five minutes were over, I was almost definitely struck with the same affliction as our titular lonely Cowgirl – madly in love with this swaggering dyke trucker.

Person in red cap and checked shirt reaching toward a vintage arcade machine with colourful figurines visible inside the cabinet

Aside from some wild green screen trips, the story is driven more by lustful looks and exaggerated gestures than conventional action. The Lonely Cowgirl is played superbly by performer Lilisque, who acts alongside the band themselves. The creative team working on lighting, art direction and styling all hail from London's queer scene; and their main goal was to "make the four walls of this surreal and otherworldly saloon feel like it could be 1970 or 2030," says Garnett, who also works for production company Somesuch.

One of the underpinnings of the film is re-dressing the balance of who we see on screen: "How often do we get to see queer women's stories on screen, and how often do queer women get to own their fantasies?" says Garnett.

"As a queer team and band, we had the freedom to create our own narrative and represent ourselves authentically on screen: the gaze and the story were ours alone. We created a story of seduction, a funny, sexy powerplay and a very queer exchange."

Performer Lilisque as the Lonely Cowgirl licks a lollipop with exaggerated expression against a vivid red background in the Trouble Wanted music video

"Lonely Cowgirl was one of the first songs we wrote as a band around a year and a half ago, and the idea of a funny, powerful, self-aware but campily sexy cowgirl was key to the concept right from the start," says Garnett. Things are deliberately ambiguous though: the cowgirl seems to be alone, but that's not necessarily indicative of loneliness. We have to wonder, is she up to this dyke-trucker-seducing schtick every night?

"The aesthetic was inspired by classic American cinema," says Garnett. "As we've seen in Disclosure on Netflix, queer and trans bodies are mostly always villainised, and there's a joke that gay romances in movies always end with someone dying! I wanted this to be a love story where we get to get lost in this queer romance," she adds.

The slow zooms that add a seductive stylistic twist looked to both "match the laconic feel to the track" and created that Twin Peaks-ish sense that "things linger for a little too long, but you can't look away," says Garnett. "The steady zooms, and sometimes jerky camera give it a feeling of not being overdone."

Close-up profile of a person wearing a red cap and holding a cigarette, with dramatic lighting against a dark background
Performer Lilisque in a red sequinned outfit sits at a bar in a vibrant red-walled saloon interior during the Trouble Wanted music video
Woman with bright red hair in western attire gazes at a cowboy figure in a dusty saloon setting with horses visible in the background
A performer in a red cowboy hat and ornate costume holds a puppet while surrounded by sparkling water and white horses in a surreal saloon setting
Trouble Wanted band performing in a red-lit saloon with a singer at the microphone, band members playing instruments, and a saxophonist in a sparkly outfit
Performer Lilisque as the Lonely Cowgirl plays saxophone whilst surrounded by horses in a glittery, ethereal saloon setting
Two musicians in cowboy hats and Western attire play guitars in front of horses and misty mountains in a desert landscape
Performer Lilisque as the Lonely Cowgirl stands against red velvet curtains in a saloon setting, wearing a patterned shirt and ornate belt with decorative pins, while a guitarist's hands are visible at the edge of the frame
Musician with a bass guitar wearing a black jacket and chain necklace performs against red curtains whilst another performer watches from the right
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