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Berlin illustrator Kathrin Kuhn creates the collage Rainbow Book as an alcohol replacement

When Berlin illustrator Kathrin Kuhn quit drinking alcohol in 2017, she was terrified that she could never be creative again. Until that is, she discovered an alternative remedy to beat any dreaded rut.

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All images courtesy of the artist

All images courtesy of the artist

The Rainbow Book is a collection of collages and quirky illustrations, and a way for Kathrin to "let go" and stay focused, replacing a so-called similar effect that she claimed to get from drinking booze. This belief system apparently came from a professor at her art school who, whenever someone was struggling, used to say: "Do it over, later at night, with wine."

And that worked, up to a point. Though she had not exactly been a "raging mess", as she puts it, drinking had started to demand more room, time and energy than she was willing to give. So she quit. "Often, creative people link their creativity to a state of dissociation," says Kathrin. "They assume their originality is fuelled by drinking, smoking, or feeling extreme emotions. I too clung to the romantic myth of the intoxicated artist.

"Alcohol and other substances help open the gates to the realms of irrationality and chaos, where also art lives. Wine eases the fear of the blank canvas. It shuts down the sensor in your head and turns down the volume of your perfectionism. 'Write drunk, edit sober' is an often quoted line that Hemingway actually never uttered. But it became famous anyhow, and I get why. My inner sensor is loud, and taming my perfectionism to the point where it becomes possible to actually show my work to other people was always a job of its own."

In the first few months of quitting alcohol, Kathrin struggled to be creative. So the Rainbow Book became her life-saver. It allowed her to play without limits, helping her to be at her best at work. "When I started a new page, it got me into the flow almost immediately. The outcome was irrelevant, it was just about the process. I loved to watch the works evolve and change and become more distinct with time. It made me remember why I once loved this work so much," she adds.

Here, we share some of Kathrin's mindfulness creations for the Rainbow Book. To discover more of her work, visit kathrinkuhn.com.

Vibrant pink and black collage composition featuring abstract organic shapes and mustard-yellow text reading "ZOR'S" by Kathrin Kuhn
Abstract digital illustration featuring a bright orange rectangular form emitting streams of colourful circular and oval shapes in rainbow hues against layered blue and black geometric backgrounds
Colourful collage featuring a twisted golden rope, geometric shapes in blue, red, orange and purple, and burgundy pleated fabric against contrasting backgrounds
Abstract composition with glowing orange and yellow gradients against dark shapes and a blue triangle, from Kathrin Kuhn's Rainbow Book series
Bright yellow and orange abstract shapes with geometric blue and white striped patterns on a black background, from Kathrin Kuhn's Rainbow Book collage series
Collage artwork featuring a bright yellow circular form on the left, a ribbed metallic curved shape at the bottom, and soft geometric colour blocks in green and blue against a dark background
Abstract collage featuring a golden-yellow spherical form with smaller spheres against a pink background and geometric blue-grey rectangular shapes
A black traffic light with a glowing red signal mounted on a green wall next to large black letters spelling "PUSH" with orange geometric shapes overlaid
Vibrant abstract collage with layered pink, red and white paper strips overlaid with black oval shapes by Kathrin Kuhn
Vibrant abstract collage featuring geometric shapes in blue, orange, yellow and green with layered paper elements and circular forms
Colourful paper collage artwork featuring geometric shapes in black, mint green, yellow and coral against a turquoise background, part of Kathrin Kuhn's Rainbow Book series
Abstract collage featuring bold purple organic shapes, bright cyan curved lines, and geometric black forms with an orange rectangular accent against a neutral background
Abstract collage featuring geometric green and teal shapes with red dots, a white-framed window revealing a glowing green bottle with water droplets
Kathrin Kuhn's collage with bold geometric shapes including yellow, orange, black and blue elements, sunglasses and a small green plant against a grey textured background
Kathrin Kuhn collage featuring golden sculptural forms with black oval shapes against warm orange and red backgrounds, with yellow accents and reflective spheres
Abstract collage featuring layered geometric shapes in turquoise, yellow, black and metallic silver tones with a glowing orange circular element, by Kathrin Kuhn
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