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Photographs by Sian Davey that document her daughter Alice, who was born with Down's Syndrome

Photographer Sian Davey has created this beautiful series "Looking for Alice", illustrating the life of her precious daughter Alice who was born with Down's Syndrome.

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Via Creative Boom submission. All photographs courtesy of the artist.

Via Creative Boom submission. All photographs courtesy of the artist.

It's something that lies very close to my own heart, having had someone very special in our own family, until sadly very recently. I implore you to open your heart and mind, and understand the crucial message behind this work.

Speaking about the sentiment behind the project, Sian explains: "Alice feels what you and I feel. However, our society does not acknowledge this and her very existence is given little or no value. Alice has entered a world where routine genetic screening at twelve weeks gestation is thrust towards birth prevention rather than birth preparation. Whilst we make our selection and decisions in private, the effect on society is that ninety-two percent of Down's Syndrome babies are terminated at the pre-natal screening stage. Indeed, prior to the introduction of screening, children such as Alice would have been severely marginalised and ultimately institutionalised and given little or limited medical care.

"I was deeply shocked when Alice was born as an 'imperfect' baby. It was not what I had expected. Our first experiences in hospital did little to diffuse this. Examining Alice the paediatrician pulled back her legs, pushed her thumbs deep into her groin, and promptly announced that we should take Alice home and treat her like any other baby. But she didn't feel like any other baby, and I was fraught with anxiety that rippled through to every aspect of my relationship with her. My anxieties penetrated my dreams. I dreamt that Alice was swaddled in a blanket and that I had forgotten all about her. I unwrapped the tight bundle that she was nestled in, to feed her, only to discover that she was covered in a white fluid - a fluid of neglect; and yet I was unable to feed her, unable to respond to her basic needs.

"On reflection I saw that Alice was feeling my rejection of her and that caused me further pain. I saw that the responsibility lay with me; I had to dig deep into my own prejudices and shine a light on them. The result was that as my fear dissolved I fell in love with my daughter. We all did.

"I wonder how it might be for Alice to be valued without distinction, without exception and without second glance. This project is for her, for Alice."

Sian’s background is in Fine Art and Social Policy. Her professional work is in psychotherapy. Find out more about her photography at her website: Siandavey.com.

Elderly woman with white hair smiling at a young child in a patterned jumper held by a man outdoors, with green grass behind them
Young child in floral pyjamas sits at a table whilst an adult hands her a white plate, against a patterned tile background
An adult's hands gently touch three young children standing outside a stone cottage with ivy-covered walls, in a candid moment from Sian Davey's series documenting her daughter Alice
Young girl with Down's Syndrome sitting on a patterned sofa by a window, looking thoughtfully to the side in warm natural light
A young child wearing a red floral dress stands in a sunlit doorway looking out onto a balcony with Italian architecture visible beyond
Three young children looking out through a white-framed window with bare trees visible in the background
Young girl in a yellow cardigan and pink skirt sits on a wooden chair in a bedroom with white radiator and cluttered bed behind her
A young child in a pink patterned top laughs while someone feeds her with a spoon against a colourful tiled wall
Young girl with Down's Syndrome lying in bed looking upward, wrapped in a patterned quilt on a green checkered sheet
Young child sitting on a bed looking out the window at toys and objects on the windowsill, bathed in natural light from outside
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