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Ella Masters creates a 'mindful' sketch-a-day for a year after losing her brother to suicide

On 2 March 2018, Ella Masters’ brother Saul took his own life – a traumatic and painful time for Ella and just three years after her mother’s death.

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Ella Masters stands in front of a colourful red and blue mural, wearing a black leather jacket and tiger-print skirt, holding a tote bag

To help navigate the grieving process, the London illustrator turned to her sketchbook to reflect, heal and motivate herself through a difficult emotional time and in her own words, "find the beauty in death". She began a mindful sketch-a-day for a whole year, sharing her artworks online.

As part of this year's Mental Health Awareness Week, Ella will be showcasing a selection of sketches from her #ella365project during an exhibition at We Built This City on London's Carnaby Street. Her sketches will also be available to buy as prints and postcards with a percentage of sales donated to CALM charity.

"Saul’s suicide was out of the blue and unbelievably traumatic," Ella tells Creative Boom. "For me, art has always been my comfort, something I turn to at times of struggle. In the days after I lost my brother, I took myself off to the art shop and bought a cheap A6 sketchbook and a pack of Posca pens. My idea was to draw one page of illustration a day in this sketchbook and give myself at least an hour a day to switch off to concentrate on myself."

Ella adds: "My brother wasn’t just my brother, he was an incredible writer, a supporter of my work, someone with endless potential, he was creative and kind and his death felt like a terrible waste. Rather than spend my time being angry I wanted to take myself away and fill my time with something that was going to help me create space for my grief. I’m so happy now that the project has also offered so much hope to others too."

The #ella365project exhibition by Ella Masters launches today at We Built This City on London's Carnaby Street and runs until 27 May 2019. You can also show Ella your support by following her on Instagram.

Illustrated portrait of a woman with black wavy hair and blue headwrap, wearing purple fur stole and pearl necklace, surrounded by stars with text reading "There is always stardust in my eyes when I look at you my love
Illustration featuring turquoise eyes with black lashes on a pink background surrounding a white square with handwritten text reading "Keep your eyes on the prize
Anatomical heart illustration in pink and red with striped vessels, crossed by white ribbons reading "I must be fine cause my hearts still beating
Vibrant abstract background with overlapping coloured shapes in yellow, blue, pink, teal and red, with black hand-drawn letters spelling HOPE
Two blue elephants surrounded by colourful flowers with text reading "Believe deeply in yourself
Hand-lettered text on a coral background reading "Celebrate every tiny victory" in black and pink lettering with decorative underlines
Black silhouette of an open hand with white line details on a bright pink background, surrounded by handwritten text reading "Remember it's for life
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